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5:37pm August 12th] |
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well..today was okay..i had a 3 hour long dance class today from 1-4..it was painful..i suck..everybody could do all thsi stuff but it was really hard for me..ugh maybe i should just give up on everything...i feel so down about myself right now and ugh i just..i feel so fat and i have no confidence at all..i just dont feel like myself..maybe its just a faze?..well i was supposed to go to allys today but my mom wouldnt let me spend the night because im spending the night at kaylas tomorrow..ugh im sorry ally..well tahts it..maybe jake will come over later..?
russell..i love you so much you mean everything to me..i dont know what i would do without you..i miss you so much..please call me sometime soon because I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and that is NEVER going to change..<333333333
i miss you lindsay..i sent you a letter! hope your having fun at camp
jodie
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[Thursday
10:30am August 11th] |
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yesterday was SO SO SO SO soooo fun! i went to the state fair with my dance group..me n sarah got there a little bit earlier than the rest so we went and saw the pigs and cows i LOVE cows they were so cute lol then we walked through the parade (which was like 3 minutes long) lol then we went on some rides..i went on this spinny thing with everyone but i felt bad because i was like squishing frank..lol it was funny though..then we went on another spinny ride and i felt dizzy and thought i was gonna pass out..so thats not good because everyone knows what happens when i apss out..HOSPITAL..but ididnt so thats good..then we had to dance..that was the very last time we are ever gonna do welcome to the jungle and run on ever ever again..o well lol after that we ate and we were waiting for one of the cows to give birth but it was taking a long time so my mom was the only one that stayed there lol and the rest of the group went on more rides..and i went on a water ride with amanda and frasnk OMFG we got soooo wet! lol and my shirt was seethrough..JOY haha not and we went on this really gay house of mirros and haunted house and other stuff too it was really fun and then the baby cow was bron OMFG it was SOOO SO OS OS cute i loved it..but then we had to leave..:(
that day was AMAZINGLY AWESOME! i had so much fun
russell i love you with all my heart and i miss you CALL ME soon please i lvoe you so much
lindsay i miss you..cant wait till you come back!
jodie
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[Wednesday
12:05pm August 10th] |
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well lindsay leaves today..she called me this morning to give me her adress so i can write her..ill miss her SO much..2 weeks is a long time..
well today i have to go to the state fair with my dance group..we're dancing for all the people and we're gonna be in the parade..so come watch us! lol it should be pretty fun though after because my whole group is gonna go on all the rides and stuff..WEE lol
wow i havent talked to russell in a while..i miss you so much russell and i love you with all my heart you mean everything ot me and i never want to lsoe you I LVOE YOU SO MUCH!
<33 ya tons
jodie
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[Tuesday
3:41pm August 9th] |
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well today has been boring..i have dance later tonight around 6..so i guess thats okay..
yesterday lindsay came over and we said our goodbyes..she gave me her cell phone to keep while shes gone..i love her and i miss her already
tomorrow i have to go to the state fair for dance..it should be pretty fun though because ill be with my dance group..we're gonna be in the parade then we do bot hour dances..but its in the middle of detriot im kinda freaked out lol
so thats about it..
RUSSELL I MISS YOU SO EFFING MUCH AND I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME AND I WANNA SEE YOU REALLY SOON...call me about baoting again! it was so fun!
lindsay..im going to miss you soooooo so so so much i love you LB
<333 ya tons
jodie
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[Monday
12:09pm August 8th] |
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sorry about the entry yesterday..i was just upset..
well yesterday after i was feeling better me and my mom went to target and i got this thing for my room..my room is really clean now lol its SPOTLESS..
today im babysitting from 2 -5..ugh..but after linds is coming voer so i can say my goodbyes to her before she goes to camp..:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( im gonna miss her sooo much!
RUSSELL I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND YOU MEAN EVERYTHING OT ME I NEVER WANT TO LOSE YOU AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH! <3333
^god i love him so much
**comment plz**
<3 ya tons
jodie
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1:17pm August 7th] |
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Total suckfest
today is a total sad suck fest
worst day of the summer
im so mad and sad and confused and ... i already miss linds and she isnt even gone yet
if your wondering whats going on..IM me and if your special i might tell you..
i just need someone to talk to
i love you russell
i totally saw this coming
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[Sunday
11:17am August 7th] |
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well..rught now im really bored..im waiting for jacob malery to call me so i can get up and do soemthing..but un til then i have to do chores..and i have to clean my hamsters cage...and im kinda sad right now i dont know why maybe its because linds is leaving on wed and i wont get to see her for 2 WEEKS! ahhh well ill write you lindsay almost everyday! well i finaly got a myspace..even though i ahte them i just wanted one so i could see pics and stuff..there okay i guess..today i woke up at 7 so i could go to church..then i had confirmation..and i jsut got back a little bit ago..
yesterday i had celebrate oxford..that was okay but the picnic after was so effing fun! i swam in this nastly little lake with TONS of fish lol and i played football and volleyball with frank and amanda and sarah and all the little children lol wow my studio rocks!
russell i love you so much and i miss you and i never want to lose you..I LOVE YOU! <33333
jodie
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[Friday
9:18pm August 5th] |
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Well yesterday i went to burch run mall with kayla it was SO much fin i got alot of cute cute cute cute stuff..then i spent the night at her hosue and we watched mean girls..and then we woke up and watched sleepover..lol then we went on the boat for a hiwle and i went tubing it was so fun ti was only my 2nd time and i LOVED it it was amazing lol..then by the time i came home it was about 5..and jake came over..he stayed until like now..lol we went to DQ..YUM haha nad we went swimming in my neighbors pool..jake is like the brother i never had..
EW im so sunburned..SICK
tomorrow i have "celebrate oxford" all day for dance..ugh its gonna be SO effing hot..
Russell..i miss you so much and i love you with all my heart you mean everything to me and i never ever want to lose you..<3333
PS i just got a myspace (thansk to kayla k) so i could use some help with it..
jodie
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[Thursday
11:53am August 4th] |
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Well yesterday megan came over and spent the night..we went swimming and stuff in my neighbors pool..and we watched brat camp and lost reruns last night..haha i love both those shows..we didnt stay up that late because i fell asleep because of the other night when everyone stayed up till like 3..haha so we woke up and didnt do that much i cleaned my room and stuff and then her stomach started hurting so she went home..so im supposed to be dooing chores right now but o well haha..later today probly around 4 me kayla her mom n my mom are going to burch run mall..it should be AWESOME fun haha so yea..
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I LOVE YOU SO MUCH RUSSELL YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME AND I NEVER WANT TO LOSE YOU..I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!
jodie
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[Wednesday
1:36pm August 3rd] |
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i have had so much fun in the past like 2 days..i went to allys house with lindsay and we swam at her grandpas pool its SO nice haha and then i had dance..then i went back and spent the night and we slept in a tent but me n ally got freaked out so we all went inside..haha we're babies..then we watched eurotrip..hahahaha funny stuff..then i woke up and ate some cereal haha then i had to go home..and i went shopping with my mom (fun) lol then i came back and megan nash called me so shes gonna come over and spend the night..it should be pretty fun i havent seen her in a while..and tomorrow after megan leaves im going to a mall like an hour away with kayla and her mom and my mom..it should be pretty fun..
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH RUSSELL MORE THAN YOULL EVER KNOW YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME!!!!!!!! <33333
jodie
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[Tuesday
9:31am August 2nd] |
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YAY today should be great fun..around 1 im gonaa go to allys house and lindsays supposed to go there maybe kayla could go too..? but then we're gonna go swimming at her grandpas house..SUCH A NICE POOL! lol then later i have dance..so it should be a pretty fun day..
yesterday i had that ballet workshop..it was completely retarted it was part ballet and part flamingo? lol but i had to wear these HUGE flamingo shoes..ew they hurt so bad haha..then i babysatr..and for like 2 out of the 3 hours it was just the boy so thats good..then around 7 i picked up kayla to go watch the ballet people perform..OMG it was the weirdest thing ever..these dancers were acting liek cats and crap..it was completely insane..lol and we were up onthe balcony..)just m n kay and some other girl non of you would know) and kayla was imitating them..and there was like 4 other kids up there and kay kept bugging them omg it was so effing hilarious i love you kayla! lol
so yea thats about it..
i hope you feel better kayla!
LB YAY thats all i have to say haha i love you
russell i miss you so much and i love you with all my heart i cant wait to go boating again soon..:) <3333
jodie
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[Monday
8:56am August 1st] |
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omg yesterday was such an amazing day..i spent almost all of it with russell! it was so fun..well the begining of the day wasnt that great but..i dont weanna talk about that..well russells mom called me at like 11 and wanted to know if i could go on their boat..so around 4 i went and it was so fun! we swam and stuff and were throwing seaweed at eachotehr it was so funny..ryan (his little brother) is so cute he looks just like him..haha i took so many pictures of russell haha we were gonna go tubing but they didnt have a blow up thing for hte tube..o well i was scared to go anyway lol..then we went back to russells house OMG his litle sister morgan is so cute..i love her lol she cries alot but hey thats okay lol we watched scary movie 3 haha it was funny..we rented hide and seek too but i had to go home and i was scared anyway haha but ugh i ju st love him so much and it was one of the best nights ever.. I LOVE YOU RUSSELL!!!
then today i have a ballet workshop at 10-12 then i babysit from 2-5..then at 730 i go to the high school to see the ballet people dance..with KAYLA K! haha but yea that should be pretty fun so..yah
jodie
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[Sunday
9:10am July 31st] |
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YAY RUSSELL COMES HOME TODAY! I MISS YOU SO MCUH RUSSELL!!!!!! IIIII LOOOOOVVVVEEEE YYYOOOOUUUUU!!!
well yesterday jake finaly got back from his dads and he came over..hes so funny lol then we both went ot the mall and he got an ae shirt and i got 2 shirts..and one of my shirts got stolen..ugh stupid retards who steal..lol
im up early this morning because i have confirmation with kayla k..i hated going before but since kaylas there now it isnt that big of a deal..and then after i think me linds and kay are gonna hang out and i think i get to see RUSSELL!!!!!! ?YAAAAAAAAYYY!! haha so yea ill write later about today..
i love you so much russell more than words could ever explain..i miss you
jodie
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[Friday
9:54pm July 29th] |
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so much effing fun with kayla linds n samme! geez i dont even now where to begin..well first i went to kaylas house and we went over to sammes and we went swimming and stuff then linds came over and we went swimming again i think..lol then ugh i forget alot lol but we went to the ice cream social thing at church and walked home to sammes and we all spent the night there and we took tons of pictures (sammes lj) lol i love them all then we had our last day of VBS today..i love those kids espesialy grace and adam and olivia..the funny thing is there all related lol i LOVE those kids haha then they all came bck to my house and we were sitting on my roof just talking and we went swimming and went for a walk and saw mike nelson..hes changed alot..lol but yeah..it was really fun i love you guys!
russell i miss you more than words can say and i love you with all my heart and i never wanna lose you..i miss you SO much and i LOVE YOU!
KAYLA LINDS N SAM I LOVE YOU
jodie
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[Thursday
6:25pm July 28th] |
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I LOVE VBS! lol i love all the kids they are SO adorable..eddie wasnt there today..:( i love him lol but i love grace and adam (there siblings lol) and i love cassidy (she looks like me when i was little) and i love olivia shes so adorable..i dont want this week to end..:(
i went to matts about an hour ago..his friend was there..lol his friend is funny hes from scripps..
i have an ice cream ssocial tonight at church with the 3 year olds..should be fun because kayla n linds are going..YUM haha
AH RUSSELL I MISS YOU SO EFFING MUCH AND I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART YOU ARE SO AMAZING AND I WANT YOU TO COME BACK REALLY SOON I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!!!
jodie
LiNdSaY bUtTeRfIeLd-----next "miss america" :)
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9:22pm July 27th] |
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( SWEET PICTURES )
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[Wednesday
1:09pm July 27th] |
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VBS is such a GREAT experiance..i thought i would be doing it just to get the hours for NJHS this year but i was completely wrong..these little 3 year olds mean so much to me now..i know it sounds stupid but these kids are like a prt of me now..there all so smart and just so great..i love this little dude named eddie..he is SO cute and smart and he just came up and sat on me it was so cute lol hes my favorite kid..then theres grace and adam..there brother and sister and just so cute they cant be seperated and aw there just so cute..then there kaitlyn..shes really big for a 3 year old but i feel bad for her..becuase ya shes kinda annoying but shes so sweet and has the prettiest smile..and i just think its so sad because if shes like that when she gets older shell get so made fun of and..ugh why do you have to be perfect for poeple to like you or to fit in..it doesnt make sense but..o well..theres just so many kids and i love them all and ill miss them when VBS is over..i might go to kaylas after my dentist appointment today..and lindsay might come over too so..yah thats basicly my day..
RUSSELL I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I MISS YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND I CANT WAIT UNTIL YOU COME BACK ON SUNDAY! I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU! I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! <33333333333333333333333333333333 forever and ever and ever ill always love you<3333333333333
jodie
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[Tuesday
7:40pm July 26th] |
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I got this thing from kaylas livejournal..and lindsays..
1. Russell
2. Lindsay
3. Kayla
4. Ally
5. Rachel
6. Samme
7. Jake
8. Matt
9. Shane
10.Ryan W
11.Josh H (puppy)
12.Morgan D
13.Morgan G
14.Megan nash
15.Frank (from dance) lol
Who is on#8 going out with? Lindsay duh
Is #9 a boy or a girl? boy
Would #11 and #2 be cute together? haha yeah
How about #8 and #4? nuh uh i dont think so
What grade is #7 in? 8th
When was the last time you talked to #12? like a week ago online
What is #6's favorite band? i dunno
Does #1 have any siblings? alot..lol i cant even name them all..i know ryan dillan morgan and i think theres afew more..lol
Is #6 single? yeah i think so lol
What's #15's last name? CICCONE! italian lol
What's #5's middle name? i dunno
What's #10's fantasy? i dont know!
What school does #2 go to? WMS
Tell me a random fact about #11: i call him puppy and hes so nice and one of my best friends ;)
And #1. i love him with all my heart and that will never change!
And #3. i love her shes so hilarious and gorgeous
Where does #9 live? rolling meadows
What's #4's favorite color? i dont know
Are #5 & #6 best friends? not best friends but friends
How did you meet #15? hes in my dance classes
Does #10 have any pets? yes a dog named murphey..so cute i love that dog lol
Is #12 older than you? i dont think so
Have you ever given #13 a hug? yah lol
Is #6 a retard? no
Is #13 thirteen? i think so
Is # 14 a prep? no way!
Is #12 religious? no i dont think so lol
well that was fun!
i miss you so much russell and i love you with all my heart i cant wait to see you I LOVE YOU!
ohhh yeah tell me if you like my layout..COMMENT!
jodie
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[Tuesday
5:31pm July 26th] |
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I love vacation bible school! lol the little 3 year olds are so adorable..AH i just love them all so much lol well today i was at VBS from 8-12 again...and this poor little kid we were playing outside and on this merrygoround thing he was like flying by the side of it it was so freaky lol the chuby girl is getting kinda braty but shes still really cute..my new favorite is grace (really cute blonde girl) and eddie..ah i love them..then i got back around 12 and i had to babysit at 1:30 and i got back at like 4:35ish..and now im waiting for my mom to bring me back some mcdonalds..im gonna get fatter..lol..so yah thats my day..and now im babysitting my neighbors cat again for like 4 days and she paid me like 20$ so thats good..so yea
i miss russell so much..i love you with all my heart russell and i cant wait to see you..I LOVE YOU!
jodie
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10:00pm July 25th] |
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Today was really fun...from 8-12 i had VBS at my church for NJHS hours...omfg me linds and kayla all signed up for the 3 year old group..omg they are all soooooooooo effing cute..theres this one girl i just love to death..her name is kaitlyn and shes really chubby and soo cute her smile is like entrancing..lol nd this one kid really liked lindsay named noah he was adorable and kaylas little one was blake and abby..and cassidy we all liked..there just all so cute..its this whole week so im pretty excited..then when i got home lindsay came over and she babysat with me 2-5 this cute little boy..he just played game cube most of the time and then we watched fairly oddparents moive and linds fell asleep like 3 times..lol then we came back and went to matts house..it was pretty fun..then linds had to go but..im going to bed pretty early tonight (now) because i gotta get up early tomorrow so..ill write tomorrow!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUSSELL!!!! WHOOOOOAAAAA BIG 14 YEAR OLD!!!! YAY!!!!! haha i miss you so much russell andi love you with all my heart i cant even explain what i feel for you..your just so great and i cant wait to see you..(i hope its soon..)
jodie
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